I realized about a month ago, just how long it’s been since I’ve uploaded a YouTube video.
5 Months, to be exact.
At the beginning, there wasn’t a specific reason why I stopped. I just did. I didn’t have any ideas for videos, I was being constantly teased by the people I considered friends, and I didn’t really feel up to putting my face on the internet anymore. But I started to think about whether I was actually happy about doing YouTube. The answer was clear.
So, I stopped. I stopped looking at my channel every morning. I stopped thinking about video ideas. I just stopped. It felt great.
I really dont know why I decided to write this post. Maybe (actually, most definitely) it was for me. A way for me to let my thoughts out – to bash my keyboard until something legible appeared. Because, really, that’s why I started blogging.
So yeah. That’s where I am today. How are you?
“We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used to create them.”
See ya next post
Ellie 🙂 (Not an undiscovered YouTube chick anymore)